L,
sorry for not being someone you'd prefer
sorry for always spoiling you
sorry for making you feel inadequate at times
sorry for insisting on my ways sometimes but thats because i want the best for you
sorry for giving you surprises so often
sorry for making angry because i'm anal all the time
sorry for being stubborn 'cause i know i love you more than myself
sorry for loving you so much 'cause i can't stop it

I keep thinking that I have not done enough for you.
Why such a failure when comes to such thing.
Why don't let the other aspect of me be failure and this aspect be perfect.
Why?

MOTHERFARKING PISSED. NO GOOD!

Intimate relationships begin with a commitment to ourselves, not to another.
We are committed to presenting ourselves as we are, not pretending to be something the other expects or prefers.
If who we really are is not liked by another, then it is best for us to learn that early rather than waste our time on a relationship that is bound to fail no matter how much we pretend otherwise.

As we relate, we also accept that what we like and dislike is a statement about us and not a put-down of our partner.

We cannot compromise ourselves away just to keep a relationship going, because such compromises will generate smoldering resentment that will eventually poison the relationship.
Our limits should not be seen as attempts to control the other person, but rather as the contours of who we are.
We may find that once all of our feelings are in the open, neither of us can compromise far enough to allow the relationship to continue.
Such discover is not a reason to blame or to hate, but rather to accept that we simply cannot make it together.

where's the peace i'm seeking?

i really am serious about this whole thing.
i am not playing or testing or trying.
its serious.

i really think i'm not ready for school yet.
really.

Despicable Me is such a funny show.
HAHA.
and Seoul Garden's Ala Carte is quite a cool idea. I just need to sit and wait for food to be served.
HOHO.

owells.
ive quit my job.
r u thinkin tt ive got lots of spare time to have fun and rest?
noooooo.
i m all up for the dumbshit comm svc for sch.
damn this piece of nonsense.
from wed till today. its comm svc and comm svc.
its gonna last till the day i start sch.
mother F!

i want to sleep.

trust me. i will disappear one day.
no one can contact me.
soon.

cannot la. cannot.

i just want to pause for 1 day. plrease?