roll-mend-tick

2010-10-15T10:24:00.002+08:00

L,
sorry for not being someone you'd prefer
sorry for always spoiling you
sorry for making you feel inadequate at times
sorry for insisting on my ways sometimes but thats because i want the best for you
sorry for giving you surprises so often
sorry for making angry because i'm anal all the time
sorry for being stubborn 'cause i know i love you more than myself
sorry for loving you so much 'cause i can't stop it

2010-09-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

I keep thinking that I have not done enough for you.
Why such a failure when comes to such thing.
Why don't let the other aspect of me be failure and this aspect be perfect.
Why?

2010-09-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

MOTHERFARKING PISSED. NO GOOD!

2010-08-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

Intimate relationships begin with a commitment to ourselves, not to another.
We are committed to presenting ourselves as we are, not pretending to be something the other expects or prefers.
If who we really are is not liked by another, then it is best for us to learn that early rather than waste our time on a relationship that is bound to fail no matter how much we pretend otherwise.

As we relate, we also accept that what we like and dislike is a statement about us and not a put-down of our partner.

We cannot compromise ourselves away just to keep a relationship going, because such compromises will generate smoldering resentment that will eventually poison the relationship.
Our limits should not be seen as attempts to control the other person, but rather as the contours of who we are.
We may find that once all of our feelings are in the open, neither of us can compromise far enough to allow the relationship to continue.
Such discover is not a reason to blame or to hate, but rather to accept that we simply cannot make it together.

2010-08-21T16:40:00.000+08:00

where's the peace i'm seeking?

2010-07-21T00:54:00.002+08:00

i really am serious about this whole thing.
i am not playing or testing or trying.
its serious.

2010-07-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

i really think i'm not ready for school yet.
really.

2010-07-17T15:03:00.002+08:00

Despicable Me is such a funny show.
HAHA.
and Seoul Garden's Ala Carte is quite a cool idea. I just need to sit and wait for food to be served.
HOHO.

owells.
ive quit my job.
r u thinkin tt ive got lots of spare time to have fun and rest?
noooooo.
i m all up for the dumbshit comm svc for sch.
damn this piece of nonsense.
from wed till today. its comm svc and comm svc.
its gonna last till the day i start sch.
mother F!

i want to sleep.

2010-06-29T22:26:00.001+08:00

trust me. i will disappear one day.
no one can contact me.
soon.

2010-06-24T23:02:00.001+08:00

cannot la. cannot.

2010-06-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

i just want to pause for 1 day. plrease?

2010-05-29T02:04:00.002+08:00

i've got to arrange lots of meetups next week.
1) guan heng
2) mic, slang and jonny
3) sebby
4) lunch w syl, mer & von

i'm kind of getting used to the adult life; meetups and chilling, no more doing exciting things.

pull me up. help.

2010-05-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

i will abandon my laptop plan.
i know i will.

2010-05-02T15:42:00.001+08:00

what keeps you going?

2010-05-02T02:40:00.003+08:00

The cost of alteration: $40
The trip to Fu Lu Shou Complex: $2.50
To becoming poorer: Pricey, not priceless.

2010-04-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

i am taking out my duffel bag.
the boots, the helmet and the lbv.
to protect myself,
on my bangkok trip.

i am so. gonna. work. till 31july.
irritating.

2010-04-27T21:32:00.001+08:00

burberry porsum is just, perfect.

2010-04-27T00:38:00.004+08:00

I just like to pamper my friends.
although i can be really bitch and blunt at times.

2010-04-25T01:10:00.001+08:00

i need a bulldozer.
and then i need someone to ship it to bangkok by 25th june.
after that i'll bulldoze the people who blocks my shopping path.

2010-04-15T20:20:00.000+08:00

a fine frenzy.
:)

i just can't wait for pay day.

2010-04-11T02:46:00.002+08:00

all those midnight runs,
drinks at bars,
mega ots,
dinners,
hangouts,
and all.

i still feel the same.

anws.
its a great day out at sentosa.

2010-04-04T18:51:00.000+08:00

Kisses are like snowflakes: no two are exactly the same.

2010-04-02T15:30:00.000+08:00

love is brutal
my heart is fragile.

2010-03-30T23:24:00.001+08:00

give me. give me. more. give me. more.

2010-03-28T23:03:00.005+08:00

nonchalant.
and so finally i understand.

how?
impossible.

take me away.

soul, please come back
i plea you
heart, don't turn black
i beg you

2010-03-28T04:57:00.001+08:00

hurt.
was the keyword for the night.
lol.

2010-03-26T11:25:00.000+08:00

A wise saying once went ' Sex is A Sensation. Driven by Temptation. A guy sticks his Location In a girls Destination. To increase the Population. For the next Generation. Do you get my Explanation? or Do you need a Demonstration?'

That's the deal.

2010-03-22T23:12:00.007+08:00

when i was having dinner just now,
i felt empty.
the more i stuff myself, the more the feeling came.
i almost broke down.

2010-03-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

can someone tell me what to do?

2010-03-14T13:13:00.005+08:00

quote: Personal sacrifice is something we have to come to terms with once a relationship gets going.

anyways, university application is open once again.
may my beloved nus business accept me.

next week is yet another busy week.
i am so gonna relax today. really relax.

ps. i need something to make me happy for awhile.

2010-03-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

i just want to sigh and sigh.
=(

2010-03-06T12:17:00.002+08:00

its no longer roll-mend-tick anymore.
its reel-air-ler-ti.

short of cash. short of cash.
how to get more cash?

i'm so gonna coop myself up at home.

2010-02-07T01:40:00.003+08:00

and so i'm back.

finally, everything bout my bb and starhub is settled.
it has been taking a toll on me for the past few days.
suckballs.

ok. n stupid bb caused me to incur a total of $150 in my phone bill for last mth.
well done.
i'm like so totally broke now.
added to the fact that my pay is exceptionally low.
suckballs.

oh yes. and this is the year of 21st's.
so many presents to buy and pay for.
cheers to that.
and cheers to the broke me.

have a few things to buy despite e low savings n income.
i need a barbell set.
i need a proper card holder.
and i MIGHT need a new job tt pays high.

anw.
work's quite good.
i like the pp there.
environment is good too.
i jus like it cos its 8-5.
suckballs to the shift work in ns.
i finally get to enjoy full weekends,
ultimate overnight escapades,
supper,
and sleepovers.
but owells. unless the pay increase, i wont stay there aft 2mths. =P

i'm so tired.
so many parties to attend.
early mornings heading for work.
late nights.
shagged.
suckballs.

i really hate to shop cos i have no money.
FUCKballs.

2010-01-27T20:58:00.001+08:00

tmr's first day at work!
lets hope everything goes well!
=))

2010-01-22T17:59:00.002+08:00

oh hell to the yeah.
lim bei ord liao. =P

this is really madness.
can u imagine that.
aft 2yrs i get to see my ic again?
and the green one had a sticker pasted on it stating im a nsman?
this is really madness.

so many job offers. and i accepted the one w lowest pay.
owells. at least theres a job.
suck thumb lor.

starting work nxt thurs.
so its time for me to have some fun bef work starts!

2010-01-19T00:15:00.003+08:00

ok.
my name is liew jing sheng, 20.
i need a job badly.
i am an Alevel grad with a score of ABB for h2 subjects.
i have 2mths admin asst job experience.
waiting for university to start.
goin to be a smu biz undergrad.
expected salary to be at least $1100.
rather proficient in microsoft office.
excellent cca record.

please employ me...=(

2010-01-14T01:15:00.002+08:00

and so...its down to 1 more working day.
friday is my last day in the force.
hell to the fuckyeah.

signing of clearances is the shittiest job ever.
travelling to mandai west is the shittiest journery ever.
why cant they jus let us ord with a peace of mind.
wassup with all those clearances.
bullshit.
fuckballs.

anws.
i own a blackberry now.
left a macbook to get.
oh yes. i might need a new bag for sch.

cny is coming!
angbaos =P

and can someone please please offer me a job?
i desperately need one.
i jus gotta pray hard i can start work on 25th jan.
oh lord please help me...

i need to cut down. badly.
tummy issues. =(

ok thats all for nw!
back to finding jobs, sleep, do some housework, gettin on the net and chilling out w friends.

p.s. i love jo.

2010-01-04T11:19:00.002+08:00

i hope 3 more shifts later, it'll be over.
=X

2010-01-02T12:39:00.002+08:00

new year new year new year. its 2010.
its a year of 21st.
its a year when im starting school.
its a year that im gonna work for 6mths at least.
its a year w/o ns.
its a year full of uncertainty.
its a year that my future is determined.
its a year that i am becoming a full grown up man.
and
its a-nother year.

happy new year,
and lets all embrace the new year and good luck shall dawn upon us.

everything that happened in dec 09 was the best part of my 2009.
bangkok. birthday. celebrations. parties.
absolutely awesome.

and at last,
blackberry here i come.
macbook pro soon to come.

2009-12-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

i just did something wrong.
and i think i cant redo and make any ammendments
i just wish n hope things can still be the same.

allow my birthday wish to come true will you?

2009-12-07T13:11:00.003+08:00

a totaleh out of context entry.

pragmatism never compliments risk-taking.

anyway. spamming movies is the best way to waste time.
i just love megapload, 2shared, hjsplit and winrar.
=)

birthday's coming in a few hours time.

oh yes, i like the couples retreat ost.

2009-11-25T11:42:00.002+08:00

if you want to play this game, you need to accept the consequences.
and anything that happened aftermath, you deserve it.
take it or leave it, someone so great is always there but unknowingly brushed aside.
how many more days to stay strong?
its getting weaker day by day.

i was asked, what do you regret most in your life, till present?
whats yours?

i found it hard to answer at first, though.

2009-09-22T11:39:00.002+08:00

im back.
cos im feeling bad.

can someone please help me to understand this :

to someone you love,
do you need the person or want the person?

it cant be both. but if u choose either, it doesnt make sense too.

if you need someone, it makes you desperate, scary and possessive.
if you want someone, its like getting that person to belong to you, thats it, period.

so. when someone pops you this question, how would you answer?

2009-07-26T09:59:00.001+08:00

stop it. it hurts.
just fucking stop it.

i'm devastated. seriously.

2009-07-22T16:59:00.002+08:00

life just suck. seriously.
ive been trapped at home for more than a week because of contact w swine-d pp.
fuck.

i need to buy stuffs. badly.
birks. chukka boots (maybe). leather watch and many more bottoms n tops.
nabei.
i want to binge too.

suck it.

love you, but not in love with you.
i guess thats the case.
forget it.

2009-07-14T22:04:00.001+08:00

i've just got myself a cool good new cheap webcam!
=)=)=)
but very disappointed cos i cldnt find any cheap armchairs around.

okays.
imma stop spending. saving time!

2009-07-10T03:24:00.002+08:00

cool.
payday's here.
now that ive got some cash with me, i need to do some therapy.
booyah.
lots of stuffs to buy.
and i still cant forgot the shoe i saw at leftfoot.
its just cute. haha!
alright! i know what shall be my bday wishlist, a shoe.
hell yeah.

so.
recently.
ive been running into poor service abassadors.
its really irritating.
one woman from breadtalk,
another from heavenloft @ orchard central.
real bitches.
whats up with the gems in sg!
nonsense.
but still there are nice pp.
the one at ex-collage shop at cine and the one at waraku whos got a photographic memory.
i will never forget the best service received at lsphilisophy.
but maybe thats cause i paid for quite a high price.
hmm.
maybe i shld consider being a part time service auditor. =)

alrights.
hows life?
sucks. definitely.
i dunno. i just need a getaway. alone.
someone help me. pleaseee!

p.s. i don wan to go smu!

2009-06-28T09:10:00.001+08:00

FUCKSHIT.
welcome to the fuckshit life.

2009-06-23T00:28:00.002+08:00

life's mundane.

nus really sucks. wtf.
my appeal application's rejected.
kns.
i wanna go down to bang table.

anyhows,
ive bought a digicam.
its a joint venture w bella.
a red hawt sexay canon ixus 100is

also,
ive finished the whole of e twilight series.
"forever and forever and forever". the end.
and so, that marks the end of my edward impersonation.

i hate my pimpley face.
argh.

i hate camp.
argh.

i hate having no money.
argh.

life just suck.
really.

2009-05-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

a p p e a l i n g t i m e . . .

so its over.
the Queen's Gala is over.
thats my main event of the year.
and its over.

hope the Queen's happy.
all other nitty gritty details aint important,
if you know whats love for someone you love.

time to work on my fitness.
ippt in 2weeks time.
one chance to pass.
no chance to fail.
cfc here i come.
more money to earn.
HELL YEAH!!!

i just feel like going for a holiday again.
should i?
should i not?
i should not because im running low on cash.
i should because i need the holiday.
argh.

getting sick and tired of camp.

time to source for cash before embarking on a spending spree!

im so gonna plan for my birthday soon.
august it shall be.
blast it will be.
look out for the invitation. =P

goodiebyes!

2009-05-22T01:32:00.000+08:00

If you want to fight I'll stand right beside you
The day that you fall I'll be right behind you
To pick up the pieces

2009-05-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

hell yeah!
ive bought new shoes! watched 17 again!
hell yeah!

2009-05-21T15:10:00.001+08:00

all bout love,
(ranked in accordance to importance; 1 e lowest, 10 e highest)

words of affirmation - 10
quality time - 4
gifts - 6
acts of service - 1
physical touch - 7

2009-05-21T14:57:00.002+08:00

WHOOSH!

Back from msia!
its...hell...lot of fun!
the cosmo, the shopping, the food.
and most imptly the company.
ze 4 sinkapore heavenly king!

all the bargaining, the massage, the teksi rides, the indoor theme park, the food,
is just so perfect.
even if the hotel is so horrible, its still as fun.

all bout the trip is on facebook!

i want to go overseas, AGAIN!
lets make it a deal.
at least once a year.
hell yeah!

alrights. so now i proclaimed im broke!
spend n spend n spend like free lidat.
atm here n there.
but like wad my dad say, go holiday cannot save one. must spend then considered as holiday.
hell yeah!

hmm. so, back to work.
collected new uniform.
and have to wear it latest by sunday.
its jus so freaking ugly n uncomfortable.

anw. i really think i walked too much n too fast in msia.
my two big toes are numb.
shitman.
but ok la, old condition.
hope it gets well soon! cos its super uncomfortable.

this weekend council bday celebration.
next weekend special day.
next next weekend parents anniversary n dad bday celebration.
hell yeah!
money no more!
hell yeah!

the heart never lies, i love.

2009-05-14T10:02:00.002+08:00

FUCK NUS FUCK NUS FUCK NUS.
Once again, they gave me FASS.
Where's the BIZ AD man?!

Ok. Maybe I should just " Admit it, Face the fact and then Go SMU."

RAWRS!!!

I AM SO PISSED SO ANGRY SO UPSET SO DISAPPOINTED!

on a brighter note,
msia trip is coming!
and im on off from today till nxt mond!
HELL YEAH!!!

2009-05-10T01:31:00.002+08:00

HAHA!
cool stuff.
ive got my breaking dawn at a 20% discount and 7%gst waived!
so its like 15bucks instead of 21bucks.
hell yeah!!!

alright alright.

so now,
ive got a new pair of slippers;
coolios silver straps with grey base.
im left w my birks,
and the cute loafers from river island.

ohyes.
dallas rest,
very nice ambience. prolly better den bistro 103.
calamari is real imba.
cream of mushrm is jus as imba.
and the good thing is, its easy to find.
would go back agn definitely.
=)

my overseas trip is drawing near...
oohlala...
more things to buy!
yeah!!!

2009-05-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

HAHA!
too many things happened recently.
too much to say.

anws.
out w ben n rk on fri for a supposedly shopping trip.
but its really a very disappointing day.
carpark no free parking,
shop closed down,
weather freaking hot,
never get to buy anything,
ended up walking so much,
ordered suckling pig but its out of stock,
wanted to use a gv coupon for free coke but it ended up to be invalid.

the only good thing that happened was the movie's damn good.
wolverine is damn cool.
xmen jus rock.
hell yeah!

and so we met up agn today.
to sentosa.
WAHAHA.
its that gayshit rk's idea.
went to tan,
and then,
something really funny happened.
we've got asked to sign up for silosohotbods2009.
HELLUVA FUNNY.
and guess what,
we signed up because of the free tote bag.
and the stupid thing is the free tote bag is jus a normal sentosa bag.
=_=
aft that, we started self proclaiming to be HOTBODScontestants.
*but still, its they who picked us to sign up one k. WAHAHA, damn loser.
okok...
its really FUCKING FUNNY.
anws, we went to a new place to eat.
its really good.
be it the food, the service or the ambience. its jus too perfect.
the only bad thing is its super inaccessible and hard to find.
bistro103, im coming back for u.

yuppyupp. exciting eh.
tues, pingpong and swim at mike's.
coolios! =)

2009-04-27T18:46:00.002+08:00

Woots.
badminton game today at tampines sports hall.
it was so-so. =\
i prefer playing pingpong although i suck it in.
cos badminton will cause my sexy arms to ache. =X

i jus realised this group of new friends are really very sporty.
we've played soccer, floorball, tabletennis, badminton, touch rug, swim, run, weights training.
cool hur?! haha.

oh. the staff canteen at t2's not bad.
cheap and good.
but never ever try to walk from t2 to budget terminal.
never. its hell.

why am i always so tired...roars...

i need breaking dawn. =(

2009-04-24T00:05:00.001+08:00

i want to buy that 1989 liverpool candy jersey.

2009-04-23T22:27:00.001+08:00

=(
='(
=(

2009-04-21T17:00:00.001+08:00

i slept till 3plus today again.
i guess my life's all bout sleeping now.
the outside world holds no interest for me,
without you.

call me the sleep prince =/

~

i don't want to go atp.
i don't want to go atp.
i don't want to go atp.

~

on the bright side,
it would also mean my overseas trip is nearing!
time for THE break.

2009-04-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

the weather is so mother hot.
what has the world come to?
geologists, where are you?

2009-04-18T00:59:00.001+08:00

i'm gonna say it once again,
i am not on diet.
i'm just on a healthier diet.

2009-04-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

HELL YEAH!
im going overseas!

2009-04-12T01:17:00.002+08:00

people do change.
but whether they change for themselves or for others is another thing.

we can't condemn those who change for themselves as being selfish,
we should accept their way of thinking; not everyone share the same views.

And, its no doubt that those who change for others is very sweet,
so please do not take those who change for you for granted; its not easy for them to do so.

=)

chest pain ar chest pain...

2009-04-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

busybusybusy.
life's complex.
rawrs.

2009-04-08T00:13:00.002+08:00

Fuck that doctor. He lied. I'm not recovering, instead it seems to get worst.
ANGST.

2009-04-05T18:53:00.002+08:00

LOVE IS...
illusion
happiness
nothing
drug
dream
pain
life
wonder
hope
just word
everything.

whats love to you?
for me, its happiness.

2009-04-03T19:28:00.001+08:00

I BRAVED ALL ODDS...
i went to ttsh a&e today =O
my mind was so fucked up just now.
gosh.

2009-04-01T18:45:00.002+08:00

i really got a feeling im dying.
my left chest is hurting like fuck; suspecting i have lung cancer or some ribs fractured.
i just sprained my right wrist.
kw said that i seemed to have countless of bypass 'cos im always short of breath.
and, im suffering from severe insomnia.
oh fuck life.
roars.

2009-03-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

she's my fairiest maiden.

2009-03-28T19:21:00.000+08:00

things will work out eventually.
trust me.

2009-03-24T11:02:00.002+08:00

she is my mythical.

2009-03-22T23:09:00.003+08:00

its nice meeting up with the 4J (ohsexohthree) guys.
plenty to talk plenty to laugh even when we dint get to meet up for quite some time.
for that, i treasure this friendship even more. =P

twilight's indeed a good book.
and because of that, i bought the sequels.
and i guess lady luck was with me the time i got the books.
there was a 20% discount plus gst waived.
short term happiness. yeah =)

i should minimize training from now onwards.
no good no good.
as if im obsessed with my muscles.
yucks.

life sucks so much when i dont have dispensible income.
i need to get a yandao plain coloured shirt (probably the dark blue one from river island) $67
i need to get that yandao leather tie from river island $33
i need to get that yandao pair of shoes from aldo $155
i need to get that yandao wallet from bally $415
i need to get that yandao belt from raoul $119
last but not least i need to get that pretty thing from agnes b. $???

i want an outburst!

alrights alrights...
its time to go back to my chords and strums before it gets too late.

2009-03-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

ze chords are driving me crazy.
X_X

2009-03-18T19:14:00.003+08:00

to my one and only relationship,
to my only partner,
they are to be everlasting.

i don't look for girlfriends.
instead i look for someone whom i can spend my entire life with,
someone whom i will marry.

she's the one.

2009-03-16T10:20:00.000+08:00

i'll wait, cause i still love...

2009-03-04T14:34:00.002+08:00

queen of all queens birthday is coming in like 2 months time!!!
to start to ball rolling,
the theme for the queen this year gonna be, Glamourous.
=)

2009-02-10T22:33:00.004+08:00

trust or insecurity.
im confused.
im alrd closing one eye, shld i be closing both now?
=\

2009-01-29T23:06:00.002+08:00

i admire his courage,
but too bad,
he isnt worthy for any form of respect.

mfkr.

2009-01-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

today, i threw away the 'thing' that once caused my family breakup.
=X

2009-01-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

face it boy, face it.

2009-01-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

some people are just plain spoilt.
ok, maybe girls have that privilege (no offence),
but if you are a guy and still behaving like a spoilt brat; complaining like a bitch, whining like a whore, making remarks like as if someone owes you a million, you ought to be sent into the torture chamber.
or maybe not,
a death sentence would be better.

fuck you. use your fucking pea brain to fucking think before you fucking open your fucking mouth.
fuck off.

2009-01-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i reappeared.
haha. many things happened. good and bad.

the good or shld i say the best would be me going back tgt with jo'an.
the 2nd good thing is promotion is coming soon so means more pay.
the last would be driving is coming to an end, no more paying of lesson fees!

the bad/ worst would be me spending hell lot.
no money no money no money.
need to save for my hong kong and phuket trip!

anyway, me girlgirl bought me a very nice sweatshirt!
love it to bits. yeah.

life's been rather good since new year, 2009.
so lets hope it will carry on as it is ba.
cheerios to 2009!

aim for your goals first before realising your dreams

2008-12-21T00:19:00.002+08:00

perfect december.
and so! happy belated birthday and merry xmas to myself!

gift list:
jack purcell shoe from jo'an
voucher for isetan from councillors (meant for my agnes b wallet)
voucher for capitaland malls from bro rk
angbaos from my parents, ahma, auntie and jo'an's parents
royce chocs from huishan

voucher for starbucks from my auntie (xmas)
2 ikea boxes from my uncle (xmas)
a towel from my ah ma (yearly present for xmas)
a tee from my auntie (xmas)
a cookie from my cousin (xmas)

last but not least,
A FOSSIL WATCH! from MYSELF!!!

i bought helluva stuffs this month. its ultra sinful.
a belt from giordano
a scarf from giordano
a fourskin tee
a long sleeve top from online
2 council singlets

im seriously broke with the additional money spent on food, presents and driving.
how how how?
im so gonna stop aft this month.
yes, STOP.

2008-12-04T11:43:00.001+08:00

listen to advices and ponder over it.
all those i'm-always-right and dont-control-me attitude never gonna work in life.

2008-11-20T14:50:00.002+08:00

its not just anger that shouldnt be permanently restrained. neither should fear or anxiety or great joy or any of the other emotions. just because we are feeling big emotions doesnt mean we are out of control. we can quite be emotional and still be in charge of what we are expressing. you wouldnt be human if you didnt feel stuff - and feel it big time. its natural and you shouldnt even make any attempt to stifle it. of course you can make sure it is let out at an appropriate time and place, but that is within you control. but then again if you do respond badly, you can always feel guilty about it afterwards - and thats ok too.
- richard templar, The Rules of Life.

2008-11-16T09:38:00.002+08:00

BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!
like, finally.

Anyway, life's been quite good recently.
But come to think of it, what actually defines "good"?
hah.

I kind of miss the days in nanyang.
Its just so different.
and, ~~I think~~ I really like that place alot.

this is O2 for you.

2008-11-12T10:05:00.002+08:00

i feel so close to her so much so that i tell her all the most unglam things that happened to me.
no shame at all.

2008-11-08T09:34:00.001+08:00

guy: whats your blood type?
girl: O?
guy: you are so my type.

=)

2008-11-02T09:21:00.000+08:00

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

=(

2008-10-28T00:35:00.001+08:00

ROARS!
i need to scream till my voice go hoarse................

2008-10-25T22:11:00.003+08:00

idiotic middle age man i met this morning at the market.
he wears a red taylormade cap.
married and has a new born child.

this was what happened...

usually at lor ah soo market, there would be this little boy selling health newspaper.
so, the mother of that married man took pity on him and bought the papers from him.
(that guy wasn't present at the point of sale.)
when he got back to the table, he realised his mother has bought the papers from him.
he stared at the little boy.
and when the little boy went past his table, he grabbed the boy and pulled towards him.
with his stern look he started scolding the little boy.
i was like, WHAT THE F*CK is that F*UCKER doing?!
i almost wanted to go up to him and motherf*ck his balls.

seriously. what is wrong with this guy.
he himself has a child. a newborn one.
he as a father, should understand the pain the boy is going through.
the boy, at most i think is just primary 2.
its definitely not his wish to sell newspaper every morning at the market.
which boy would want to spend his childhood selling newspaper?!
obviously someone instigate him to sell.
not that he is stealing or cheating money.
he is earning through proper channels.
it also pains my heart when i see that once he finishes selling one stack he will come back with another.

i really hope there is kharma for that son of a biatch.
not that i'm cursing him, wait til his child start to sell newspaper in markets he will then understand the pain the child is going through.

2008-10-23T22:00:00.001+08:00

love is a luxury.
and i don't think i can afford it.

2008-10-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

please be happy..

2008-10-18T00:44:00.000+08:00

sometimes its really hard to control.
i just want to stop restraining myself.
but what if i get hurt again?

the work of the L word.

2008-10-17T09:51:00.001+08:00

the SNITCH-Y world.

warns: better be careful.
advice: never trust so easily.

2008-10-09T22:36:00.003+08:00

why are they always making our lives difficult?
we just want to serve and go.
you do your job, we do ours.
simple right?

f*ing bl**k sh*thead. go away.

2008-10-07T09:52:00.000+08:00

what hurts the most, was being so close.
=(

2008-10-03T15:34:00.002+08:00

now its more like a work problem than a ns problem.
its turning into an "economic war zone".
but i'm gonna fight till the end.
for nothing shall come into my way.